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llarson 59, Female, Arizona, USA - 6 entries

Dec 2006
4:52 PM MDT

SO here is the scoop. Guess what gang..I have issues. Not much of a surprise I am sure. For the first time in my life I am on the complete and straight and narrow path. I figure if I do this then God will let me have the family and happiness that I have longed for. Tried to go there before but you need a willing and giving partner to travel that road along with you. I now have that. Dave is amazing. Everything I have ever wanted, longed for and prayed for I have at this moment. Money? Yeah not so much, but never had it to begin with so why want it now. I am happy. This is my issue(one of my issues)I have problems, and the sad thing is they are jealousy issues. I am aware that when you have kids and get divorced that you must talk, you must communicate. My problem is that in the past, Dave would call just to find out what she was doing, where she was, just needing to know all. Now he calls to talk about the kids and check on them and I still am feeling like he NEEDS to talk to her everyday. Its heartwrenching. I dont know how to move on from this feeling. I dont know how to trust in that. I feel stupid, I feel little. I feel like I must compete with someone who treats him like dirt every single day. I know deep in my heart I dont have to, but on the surface it stings.

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twistedwings 37, Female, Ohio, USA - First entry!

Dec 2006
6:30 AM EDT

have u ever noticed that no matter how bad u might want something chances are your not ever going to get it

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Angela Wang 47, Female, China - 73 entries

Dec 2006
6:10 PM EDT

Later she, my elder sister, was taken by my uncle to paint walls as a ordinary worker in a building company in which he always has worked. Having been too young, she only could do some small things with her effort and earned a little money. Unfortunately, after two years she has been diagosed to have kidney disease, so she had to give up her job and stay at home to treat her disease that made my parents more worrying about her health.

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Journal4Jackson 49, Female, California, USA - 48 entries

Dec 2006
2:06 AM PST

Entry for 12/12/06 Woke up at normal time. Ate good breakfast. Did normal routine afterwards (watch Curious George then brush teeth and get dressed). Played with Little People and Lego's at the kitchen table. We made a Lego family and he helped build the figures. Watched Sesame Street and played until lunch. Normal lunch, then played afterwards and read books for about 20 minutes. Layed down for naptime (didn't sleep though). Afterwards we did a floor puzzle and he helped put it together, then played with cars on it for awhile (what he normally likes to do). Ate dinner and afterwards went for a drive to look at Christmas lights, normal bedtime routine (brush teeth, put on PJ's, clean up toys and storytime). Bed at normal time, fell asleep in about a hour.

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